When we arrived home this evening, the lights were on! Yay! Except that we had left one window air conditioner turned on, forgetting about it while we opened all the windows to keep the house cool. So the AC was running for who knows how long, trying to cool the great outdoors. Ah well.
I have thought a lot about this summer's electrical ups and downs. We are not big power consumers; we're conscientious about what we use and how much. For example, the AC doesn't get turned on until the temps are over 90 or the humidity is unbearable. Both have been frequent occurrences this summer. We've only had AC for the past 10 years, getting a few window units when my elderly parents were coming to visit. Often we run them only for a few hours a day, unless we have visitors who are more used to the comfort of central air. We have gas for cooking, hot water, the dryer, the fridge and heat.
While we don't use much, we do rely on the electrical appliances we do use. The well pump, the washer, the freezer are our main uses. I have wondered, can we do without them? And I know the answer is yes, we could. The alternatives, however, do not represent a savings in energy use, with the possible exception of the freezer. Without the well pump, we'd be buying and hauling water because we have no other source, unless we built a cistern. In this hot, dry summer, we'd have been buying water anyway. Our gardens would not be watered so we'd have less produce. Without the washer, I'd be washing by hand (been there and done that and I'm here to tell you that is hard work) or taking things to the laundromat. The first option means I would have less time for other more productive pursuits. The second means more expense and use of resources.
The freezer is really the only expendable in the list of major electrical needs. I used to can, smoke or dry all of the food we put up. I still can a lot, but there is no arguing with freezing being a better way to preserve most meats and many vegetables and fruits.
We use other small appliances and equipment too, but these I do not consider necessities. The big three, however, those are important to our quality of life. So doing without them is not on my list of changes we could make to reduce our reliance on electricity.
I lived for 15 years without electricity on this farm and while it was a fun challenge when I was young, I realize that today I am not prepared to return to that style of living. It was work, all day and every day, to maintain a reasonable level of comfort. Lamps had to washed and filled weekly; kerosene had to be bought; a generator had to run twice a week to provide water; laundry was washed by hand, in the old hand-cranked washer or hauled to the laundromat. Batteries had to be bought for the radio; the tiny gas fridge made miniscule amounts of ice and often had to be coaxed into working. We had to haul in tanks of bottled gas for the hot water heater and the cookstove and hook up the tanks ourselves. This was not pioneer-level living; those women worked much harder than we did, but with four children I had all I could do to keep up. When I began working away from home, the work got even more intense. Thank goodness for those strong boys to help!
So I wonder in the quest for self-sufficiency, just what is a person willing to give up? What level of self-reliance is "best"? Does it vary from person to person, from age to age? What is, after all, a necessity and what is a luxury in the quest for a self reliant life? My point of view has shifted over the years; instead of independence of "the grid," I look to a life with thoughtful use of resources and a lifestyle that is simple, comfortable and sustainable for us as we look to our aging years.
Perhaps the goal is sustainability, not self-sufficiency. Looking at where we are now I think we have a sustainable life if we add the natural gas generator we want for backup when the power goes out. This summer has made me reflect and evaluate how we live, and realize how lucky we are to have this place and the resources available to us here. I can complain with the best of them but in the end, this is where I want to be at this time of my life. That means accepting the difficulties of living in a place far from the madding crowds.
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