The birds are busy at the feeders today, especially the cardinals. Or maybe they just stand out more.
A little of that red is reflected in the kitchen windows. I know lace curtains don't hold in the heat, but I enjoy being able to see out, and to let in the light, especially the bright reflected light of snow.
Outside is is still snowin' and blowin' and very cold. I remember the days when I would be eager to bundle up and get out in the woods. Where did that want-to go? Today I am much more content to stay fireside and look out at the weather doing its worst.
I wonder if I had never left the farm to go to work, would I still be cheerfully tramping about in wintry weather, hiking back into the woods alone (and with no cell phone)? I remember getting out to run the mail when I was a substitute mail carrier, driving all day with the windows down, and coming home to do chores, care for the livestock and get in firewood with the boys. I remember building fence all day in winter, working in sub-zero temps to get the water running, walking the mile to the bus stop to meet the boys on their way home.
Did those 20-plus years of indoor work ruin me, or is this just a natural progression and would I have ended up in the same place anyway? I thought when I retired I'd be out and about every day, but such has not proven to be the case. Instead I take short little walks, just enough to look about me and enjoy the beauty, but not far enough to worry about slipping and falling or getting too worn out. I ask myself these questions, then make a cup of hot chocolate, curl up by the fire and pet the cat. I think I've gone soft!
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It doesn't sound like you've gone soft, but just enjoying the days as they are!
ReplyDeleteI'm fixing to quit my full-time, sit-down, glued to the computer job. I aim to get up and get attem and get outside. You are busy just about every minute of the day. You are just preoccupied inside, with all your part-time jobs.
ReplyDeleteSounds like the perfect way to spend your winter days. Especially with the extreme temperatures some parts of the US are getting.
ReplyDeleteI think you've earned a little softness . . .
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